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asked:
"Tell me you don't love me. Tell me you hate me. It'll be easier this way... for the both of us."

                    ❛  is  that  what  you  want  ?  ❜   there  was  no  other  way  he  could’ve  seen  this  all  going.  distance  caused  this  mess.  the  warmth  that  used  to  be  between  them  within  the  midst  of  the  night,  the  foreign  feeling  of  his  COLD  HEART   becoming  warm  went  missing  as  soon  as  he  left  her.  he  had  his  reasons  but  this  wasn’t  the  time  to  explain  himself.  not  here,  not  now. 

                    his  jaw  clenched  as  emerald  hues  stared  deeply  into  hers,  piercing  their  eyes  into  her  soul  that  she  guarded  so  well.  he  could  feel  the  stainless  steel  that  surrounded  her  heart  just  by  her  words,  yet  he  could’ve  sworn  there  was  still  some  kind  of   HOPE.   or  was  it  nothing  more  than  a  mirage  in  the  middle  of  two  monsters  ?  the  shadows  playing  mere  tricks  on  his  mind  as  he  stood  before  her,  stopping  himself  from  reaching  for  her   ..   just  to  close  this  gap  between  them.

                    ❛  so,  telling  you  a  lie  is  better  than  to  hear  the  truth  because  you  can’t  handle  it,  litharinia.  ❜    even  the  sound  of  her  name  left  a  bittersweet  taste  on  the  back  of  his  tongue  but  he  held  his  own  as  she  did.  he  wouldn’t  dare  break  before  her.   (   a  king  would  never  do  so.   )   ❛   you  can’t  handle  the  truth  and  you  know  that  !  that’s  why  you’re  telling  me  this  BULLSHIT.   you  think  you  can  just  brainwash  me  into  believing  that   I  HATE  YOU   and  that  i  don’t  LOVE   you  ?  no,  fuck  that   ——   i’ll  be  damned  if  you  think  ..  for  a  fraction  of  a  second  that  i’m  going  to  give  into  your  little  fuckin’  game.   ❜  //  @litharinia ‘ ♥.