Even with the recent compulsion to wither away her emotions, he still somehow always brought her walls down. Words didn’t even have to be exchanged to take a large hit at the kingdom. No, all he had to do was simply look at her and it was over. No magic spell on earth could take that away, especially not by Alexian’s hand. “Syth… You have to.” Every emotion that hit her was overwhelming: pain, guilt, sorrow, hate, and even love. For months now she had spent her days alone, absent in her own mind, without a single, lingering feeling crawling up her arm. The sensation felt like she was out in a tidal wave… stuck. The vicious water ripping her back and forth.
A quiet, itching voice called to her, ‘Don’t you DARE fall into his trap. He left you- TWO times now. You promised you would hate him. WHY AREN”T YOU HATING HIM?!’
“I can’t hate you… No matter what you do, I can’t hate you. Why can’t I hate you?” She took a few steps back and sunk into the large, plush chair behind her just as she tripped, the furniture catching her fall. Balling her firsts, she dug her own nails into the inside of her hand, cutting into the skin with blood staining between her fingers.
He was okay before all of this. He didn’t a hint of GUILT or SORROW when he was away because he repressed all memories of them. It was the only way he could handle with the distance between them. But even then, from time to time, he could envision that night in Silvermoon as if it were yesterday. The moment they confessed their feelings for one another (& the moment when he lost his sense of self when he looked into her eyes).
❛ I don’t have to do anything ! ❜ His voice was firm as his beliefs were that she needed support of her emotions or else, she’d go insane. Utterly insane.
Emerald hues watched her walk away until she fell into the chair behind her as blood slid down her fingers. He could feel his heart rattle within his chest, pain piercing through each heartbeat until he found himself kneeling before her with hands gently placed upon her knees. Hesitation swept across his entire form until he glanced up to her, meeting eye level with the scent of her blood lingering between them. ❛ Same reason why I can’t hate you. Don’t you remember that night in the city? The words we exchanged? That’s why and you know it. ❜
Alright, let’s get things started, shall we? Let’s clear the air real quick and let me say that I am in no way affiliated with DJ Cotrona. I’m also in no way affiliated with the writers of FROM DUSK TIL DAWN. DJ is his own person and I have absolutely no ownership of his face, which is pretty damn obvious, am I right? Or am I wrong? All I take credit for is the writing on this blog. Every head canon that I write out is also mine, so please, for the love of God, do not take my head canons and claim them. I worked really hard on this page and the development of my OC, so respect it and be original of your own ideas. As for my icons, someone else makes them for me and if you’d like to know who it is, feel free to message me. I’ll be more than happy to link you their page.
selectivity.
This is a HIGHLY SELECTIVE blog. This means I am mutuals only and I will be selective on who I follow back. Memes are the only exception to this rule. Non-mutuals are welcome to send in memes, unless stated otherwise in the tags. Or, if you have a specific plot in mind, you are always welcome to message me. I don’t bite! And we can talk about it. However, please keep in mind that I reserve the right to turn down any and all plots, for whatever reason.
following + unfollowing.
I might come off a little harsh but I am being completely honest here. I will not follow everyone back. This is not because I think I am better than you or because I think your writing sucks. This is simply for my own sanity. And I'm sure you can agree with that, right? Like everyone else, I like my dash to be clean and a safe place for me. If I see that my dash becomes a jumbled mess filled with people whom I've never interacted with, it'll kill my muse and it just makes my brain turn into mush. Like pure mush and I don't want that, alright?
The same shit goes with unfollowing. It takes a lot for me to unfollow someone since I know how it is when ooc shit gets overwhelming but if your blog starts to consist of 90% ooc shit and CONSTANT COMPLAINING then there's an issue. And my solution to that problem is to unfollow you. Plain and simple. Another reason why I'd unfollow you is if I know we would never write together. If we go a good two weeks without any plotting or anything, don't feel any kind of way when you see that I unfollowed you. I just know this wouldn't go anywhere. Respect my decision and we'll be cool. :)
replies.
THIS BLOG RUNS OFF INSPIRATION. And let's not forget to mention that I am in nursing school, so yes, my replies will take ages but believe me, they will be worth it. But I am human, so I will have my days where I won't feel inspired or the muse to reply to your thread. Don't take it as me ignoring your thread, I am not. But I am entitled to dropping threads if I know I won't reply to it within a week or so. It happens, we just need to keep it moving! BUT DO NOT RUSH ME FOR A REPLY! Do that and watch how fast I will drop your thread and unfollow you. I find that to be one of the RUDEST things someone could do to another. Overall rule here: be patient and understand that this is a hobby, not a job.
But when I do reply to your thread, I do get a bit descriptive with my writing and that's because I like to paint a picture for my partner to envision as they read it. Do I expect you to match the length of my response? No. But all I ask is that you match the enthusiasm and put your all into your response as I did for you. That is all.
plotting.
Overall, I prefer PLOTTED IDEAS rather than spontaneous threads because of the simple fact that I'd like to know where our muses stand rather than me assuming. Cause if it were up to me, our muses would be enemies ready to tear each other apart without a single ounce of fucking remorse. But I am open to most plotted ideas, especially anything that has to do with angst because they're freaking awesome and I love causing pain upon other muses and my own. ( I am insane, I know. ) But nonetheless, if you have a plot that you'd like to swing on over my way, please feel free to message me and we can see if it's something I can see our muses doing. But remember, I can decline any plot idea. This is my blog and if I don't feel comfortable doing a certain plot, you really have no right to get mad at me.
relationships.
Now, now, now, here comes the real issue. Don't get me wrong, I would love to have all the relationships with Syth. But if you're thinking of having anything ROMANTIC with him, there is a high chance that it will be very, very toxic. Syth is a very selfish person. He is an asshole with no filter, whatsoever, so if your muse's feelings get hurt? That's their issue because he has no issue telling them how it is unless he needs something from you. ( & no, it won't be sex. ) But this doesn't mean that he's like this in all his ships; friendships, enemies, partners, etc. REMEMBER, THERE ARE OTHER RELATIONSHIPS OTHER THAN ROMANCE. I am asking for literally anything for Syth but please, don't assume that when I ask for ships that they need to be romantic. If we've never written together, I won't do any romantic ships with you. That's it. Unless we've formed a close friendship oocly, anyother ship will work fine with you.
triggers + nsfw.
Luckily, I don't have any triggers but since I am of age and so is my muse, there will be tons of NSFW posts. If you are familiar with the show, From Dusk til Dawn, you know there's a lot of profanity, blood, gore and some nudity. I'l try to tag things accordingly. Keyword: TRY. But if you have any triggers, let me know in a private message and I'll tag it. But please, be nice about it or else, I'll simply ignore your message.
out of character.
Shay. 22. Female. sarcastic sinnamon cupcake. EST. Skype can be obtained upon request. Now, enjoy your stay on my blog and message me a BADASS plot. ♥
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and like a phoenix, he rose from the ashes of the man he used to be. once naive, innocent and overall .. weak-minded, he grew into a man of confidence, wit and POWER. A true KING, with blood stained fingertips and a wicked smile.
basic information
FULL NAME: Sythaeryn Bloodsworn NICKNAME: Syth AGE: Adult BIRTH DATE: May 22 GENDER: Male PRONOUNS: He/Him SPECIES: Sin'dorei SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Heterosexual SPOKEN LANGUAGE: Thalassian. Orcish. Some Demonic. Common. Darnassian.
EYE COLOUR: Emerald HAIR COLOUR:Dark brown HEIGHT: 6'2” BODY BUILD: Muscular TATTOOS + PIERCINGS: Several tattoos along body; arms, neck and back
phobias and disorders
PHOBIAS: None. MENTAL DISORDERS: Post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD)
personality
INTELLIGENCE: Above average. He is a very intellectual man underneath the vulgar language and street smarts. He's a man that values knowledge and education to better an individual's state of mind and to help progress them theoughout life. 8/10. LIKES: Alcohol, hunting, fancy clothing, fierce armor, endangered / dangerous animals, alchemy, darkness and the moon. DISLIKES: Being ignored, belittled, underestimated, failing, small talk, and loud people. DISPOSITION: May come off as rude or arrogant when first meeting. EXTRAS: He has an issue with putting himself before others and not caring how they feel afterwards. He's a selfish man but he does have his reasons, which is due to his PTSD.
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