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                    He couldn’t believe the words that came out of her mouth, even when he tried his hardest to show that hatred was never a feeling he’d have for her — even if they did separate for MONTHS. ( and of course, that was his own doing. ) The weight of the world pressed against his chest the longer he watched her. He knew there had to be an internal war beneath her visage. As the same happened underneath his own. His heart and his pride, an eternal battle that never ended well .. especially when it came down to her. The very vice that broke his old ways or so he hoped, even to this day. It took everything in him not to wrap his arms around her and soothe away the pain. 

                    But the moment she closed the gap between them, he felt his walls surround him and his heart grow a thick layer of ice for the sake of his own sanity. His body tensed underneath her touch into pure titanium though his eyes never left hers. He was a walking paradox underneath her gaze. Eyes spoke words of the soul, truthful and raw, yet his body screamed of his unwavering fight to never fall. His lips parted slightly but not a single word was spoken, let alone was a sound made. He was speechless but his actions spoke louder than what he could ever say to her. A step was taken away from her meanwhile his hands moved to grab hers, lowering them off of his face to feel her lithe fingers against his own. If that was what she wanted, then she’d have to dig deeper for such words. ❛ You want me to hate you, is that it? You want to go about your days thinking that I hate you? ❜  // continued from here.

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"I don't think we've officially met yet. I'm Alexian." -taintcdtouch


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          In a fluent motion, a brow arched to its highest peak as soon as he heard the woman’s voice. It was one he’s never heard before, let alone had it posed as a threat to him. ( but as he’s heard plenty of times —— never judge a book by its cover, right? ) Arms crossed against his chest as he eyed the woman up and down. There was no need to hide it. She initiated the conversation, now it was his queue to see if this would be worthy of anything for HIS BENEFIT.

          ❛ Alexian, hm. I’m Sythaeryn but call me Syth. ❜ With a slight nod of his head, a cordial smile crept across his lips. ❛ It’s a pleasure. So what is this .. issue that we have in hand? I never did like small talk, so whatever it is you have in mind, tell me. Let’s not try to waste both of our precious time on nonsense or better yet, bullshit. ❜ // @taintcdtouch ‘ ♥.

litharinia-deactivated20170610

"Tell me you don't love me. Tell me you hate me. It'll be easier this way... for the both of us."


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                    ❛  is  that  what  you  want  ?  ❜   there  was  no  other  way  he  could’ve  seen  this  all  going.  distance  caused  this  mess.  the  warmth  that  used  to  be  between  them  within  the  midst  of  the  night,  the  foreign  feeling  of  his  COLD  HEART   becoming  warm  went  missing  as  soon  as  he  left  her.  he  had  his  reasons  but  this  wasn’t  the  time  to  explain  himself.  not  here,  not  now. 

                    his  jaw  clenched  as  emerald  hues  stared  deeply  into  hers,  piercing  their  eyes  into  her  soul  that  she  guarded  so  well.  he  could  feel  the  stainless  steel  that  surrounded  her  heart  just  by  her  words,  yet  he  could’ve  sworn  there  was  still  some  kind  of   HOPE.   or  was  it  nothing  more  than  a  mirage  in  the  middle  of  two  monsters  ?  the  shadows  playing  mere  tricks  on  his  mind  as  he  stood  before  her,  stopping  himself  from  reaching  for  her   ..   just  to  close  this  gap  between  them.

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                    ❛  so,  telling  you  a  lie  is  better  than  to  hear  the  truth  because  you  can’t  handle  it,  litharinia.  ❜    even  the  sound  of  her  name  left  a  bittersweet  taste  on  the  back  of  his  tongue  but  he  held  his  own  as  she  did.  he  wouldn’t  dare  break  before  her.   (   a  king  would  never  do  so.   )   ❛   you  can’t  handle  the  truth  and  you  know  that  !  that’s  why  you’re  telling  me  this  BULLSHIT.   you  think  you  can  just  brainwash  me  into  believing  that   I  HATE  YOU   and  that  i  don’t  LOVE   you  ?  no,  fuck  that   ——   i’ll  be  damned  if  you  think  ..  for  a  fraction  of  a  second  that  i’m  going  to  give  into  your  little  fuckin’  game.   ❜  //  @litharinia ‘ ♥.

Blood stained your hands where

❛ the DEVIL is real. and he's not a little red man with horns. he can be beautiful. because he's a fallen angel and he used to be God's favorite. ❜

holy rosaries once touched

independent + private
highly-selective + mutually exclusive
WoW Original Character

est: Dec. 12. 2016

but the darkness. the smell of death.
oh, how it made you feel at home.

Created + Narrated by: Shay